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Monday, September 29, 2008
with ♥ 10:37 PM
okay im very :( today.cos my darling is very very very tired today. :( sighs i hope u are feeling better soon baby! i love you okay (:
okay wait a sec. im very D:< color="#ff0000">
very very angry. well you know what you asshole. dont think you very big or v handsome cos you
SUCK BIG TIME. you have NO IDEA how much everyone hates you. STOP SUCKING UP TO ____ cos you have no idea how bad it makes you look and everyone hates you. face it. you're ugly you're horrid. i will
NEVER talk t you again. ever. stupid person, the world will be a better person w/o you. the ___also. stupid microscopic thing. [i.e., INSIGNIFICANT] i HATE guys who think SO highly of themselves and so full of themselves; you suck. you so on you go do yourself la you bring us down for wat! asshole. you dont realise how sickening and shitty you are, do you mr shithead? #&$#*&$(*%^()^&*)_&(%)^*(%^($)!!!!
UGH. ok i feel alot better now. alot alot alot better. okay. happy things. daddy appeared on tv and it was rly funny. (: he was like so cute luh. hahahaha :D and oh yah i bought a hardcover book for baby. (: yay! wahahhahaha. contemplated to draw sth on it but i think he will go bersek so i decided not to, lest he buy a new one. its his weird erm, habit. i dont know la. hahahaha.
and i hope his bro decide to have a baby soon, so that i can fuss over him/her and buy him/her tt really cute tigger/ladybird/whateverbug suit i saw. damn cute ok.
hahahahha most probably the tigger one, with a tail. :D :) nobody will want their baby to be a ladybird anyway.okay im still very worried abt promos. anyway. i got a revised shopping list with these stuff added:
1. belt to go with my dress [eyeing forever 21 one.]
2. a stitch cup. [:D]
3. wedding present for darling's bro and his wife to be.
yah okay. and i'm proud to be spending less, yay! really. hey! whats with that skeptical face? really really. ahhahahaha. i dont exactly have savings though. trying, trying! and hahah tzuling was v disappointed she din get t see her ham. [david beckham] during F1. hahaha. awww. hahaha. and she claims she touched/hugged jamie oliver today. anyone who comes across that, ignore her.
she's de-illusionary and delirious today. hahahahhaha.okay right. im like quite tired now.
PW SUCKS. you know, like really suck. its so horrible. but today i think was the most productive ever. okay but still. life is so horrid now. please just let me promote. please just let me live thru jc. please please please. i dont want to let ppl down.
-jinghui-
Labels: i want a laptop =(
YAY.
Friday, September 26, 2008
with ♥ 8:59 PM
yayayyayayayayayyayayay promos over (: im so scared of taking my results now ok. zomg!
today studied with chang in the morning before my last paper. very funny, we ate mac breakfast mah, then wen gg off she wave bye bye to her fren workin at mac cafe and.....
ALL THE AUNTIES WORKING THERE WAVED AND WE COULD HEAR A CHORUS AND SEVERAL VERSIONS OF "BYEBYE!!" -.-" -.-" -.-"ok i was a little O_0 and i was like
"chang. you know ALL of them???" hahahahahaha.
okay dale dale ah cheer up ok. today is ______day for us. hahahaha. u can watch ur drama till u go crazy!!! lol. cheer up up up okay!!! :D chip is here for you.
ok im lazy t blog. ZOMG i signed on to facebook at last and the once skeptical me is so facinated with it!! so fun ok ahhahahaha. (: fluff pet is so fun!
and neopets haven return me our acct. :(
ok after all the high-ness im tired now. shall go play facebook and neopets (:
-jinghui-
Labels: i love my baby (:
today's.... fine.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
with ♥ 8:37 PM
yah. surprisingly and a big relief.
okay i dont mean math was ok for me. but well. at least i know how to do, a few dunno only. (: cos i got study! and last ten min i realised
TWO MAJOR MISTAKE and drew two graphs within tem min. phew. (: hahah. i hope i can at least pass. really. then again. mids i also tot i could pass. :(
anyway, chinese was ok too. paper one initially i read i was like wth, so tough. then as i did it was easier, like everything flowed and i wrote alot. (: poor chang she like write relatively outta point. but she very funny. councilor she read it as police patrolling. lol. ok, maybe green days are better.
chinese paper 2 is quite ok, but quite tough the passage. i chose wrong le the cloze passage, 6 marks gone :( walao. sighs. ok hopefully it will be okay.
zomg i really wish i can pass promos.
went hub with chang and ling, and we ate ice cream and i ate my yummy gogo prata with cheesy sausage :D heh. and ling bought this wollen cardigan and dress. and in total, she spent quite alot. and im supposed to keep track and not let her spend till next week. LOL. i shall be ur financial controller okay lowway. hahahah
okay im gonna rest today. very tired. (: play neopets first! [zomg please return our acct :(]
1. Lowside Blues in grade7 piano exam is a DAMN lovely song. (: im gonna play it.
2. grade 7 and 8 songs are so nice! :D
3. bmt startin soon and im damn :( cos muscles gone so nice now then gotta come back agn those stupid ugly bumps :(
4. exams changes me. i moodswing so easily, and tired.
5. i feel anti social today, right now.
6. i saw a pretty dress today that has POCKETS. im starting to love dresses and skirts [flowy ones] with pockets.
-jinghui-
Labels: i miss you X(
screwscrewscrewit.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
with ♥ 7:40 PM
im damn :( now.okay maybe my econs was okay but i wont count on it and put hopes. cos during the mid years i studied the most for econs and i tot it was
OKAY and QUITE EASY. BUT. i score the lowest for it all my subs and got a U. :( sighs.
geog.. dont even mention it man. im so exasperated and melancholic. walao, i studied the most for it and its so tough okay. its like trying to choose a question to start on cos all very difficult so end up tryin to even start writing. :( X( i spent the first 1/2 hr stoning and dunno what to write. sighs.
how how how. none of my H2 is like reliable and solid you know. :( X( zomg im like praying so hard that all get E i also happy. okay. at least one pass. just one. and the rest get Sub pass. zomg im so scared okay X( and i feel like crying but nth is coming out. its like
i never studied so hard in my entire life, nt even for O's. and if i still dont do well i dunno what t say anymore. :( zomg zomg zomg. sighs.
and everyone is like zombies, so dead. :( i mean now i know why nerds always go home. cos i realise when i study and after i study, i feel
anti social. i dont feel like talking, i dun feel like acting :) or smile. so tired le, its like suffocating me. so smtimes i jus ignore my hp totally. and put an expressionless face. haiyo. and im so sorry to all my dear frens who have to put up with my moodswings and antisocial stints. im jus damn worried and tired and dead. :(
okay. only happy thing today is darling came to pick me up from school, and we went to eat kfc. (: and he bought me
waffle and marshmallow!! :D hehehehh. and baby you look damn tired too, please dun work so hard till you over exert okay? i love you! zomg okay what a competitive world this is. ok i jus wanna promote first. then talk abt A's. zomg zomg zomg.
back to mugging.
and i hope neopets really return our acct soon :(
-jinghui-
Labels: zomg zomg please please please i wanna promote X(
damn it.
Monday, September 22, 2008
with ♥ 3:43 PM
great. what a great way to start promos.
i dun have time to properly finish GP P2. i did all ques, but im insecure now cos it was pretty rushed and i din check thoroughly. i dunno if i answered P1 compo properly; i rly tried my best, followed ms ang's PEEEL etc etc faithfully.
at the end of the day however,
one thing for sure.
i screwed up my lit p4. wtf, its so frigging difficult. i spent so long thinking and structuring my answer. and i din have time to finish. wait a min. i barely had ath t write at all. :( esp. the unseen. i only wrote 2 sides. Tempest i only wrote 2 1/2 sides. thus in total i only used 3 papers. and according to ms lim, if it is too short you will never score, let alone pass. :( ah, fcuk, im so damn upset now. :( :( :( like all of my morale gone down the drain. :( i studied so hard and this is what happens. :( :( :( sighs. okay im gonna work double hard for Othello. the same thing better not happen or else im gonna be damn damn devastated. P1 better be easier.
oh craps. tmr is econs and geog. today i alrdy brain bursting and my hand hurts. tmr will be insanity. :( sighs. i studied so damn much for geog, it better not fail me like econs did for mids.
and great. now i realise so many things i consume is poisonous. there goes my fav rabbit sweet. :( but i think China is like overboard. for money, they dont care abt ath else. i mean, look at the poor babies. :( and the deceased ones. they had such bright futures, and din even have a chance to live life to the fullest. its so unfair. and we as consumers trusted the producers yet this is what we get. that's china for you. ppl like tzuling check the back of a product for nutrition facts and no. of grams of fats. i check whether it is made in china.
okay. maybe im jus in a bad mood now. and maybe im generalising. but its not just one company. how do you explain that? famous brands like "dutch lady" is also contaminated. okay and im damn sulky one of my fav sweets is gone. :( and gosh. darling bought a big packet for me and i finished all of it- just before they realised there's melamine in rabbit sweets too. wonderful. im gonna go drink lots and lots of water.
what a shitty day.screw it.-jinghui-
Labels: now i know what fear is.
PROMOS IN FOUR DAYS. yikes!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
with ♥ 5:24 PM
yes yes can u believe it a week pass jus passed. :(
im very upset! cos im not ready! :( sighs. i rly rly hope i can promote. i promise i'll work hard, cos..
1. i've turned into a mugger. this is terrifying. i actually start to think studying is
fun.....:\ ZOMG. help!
2. im startin t get used to this. D:
3. its for me and darling's future.
so please please please just let me promote!!! :( :( :(and ive been like on a study streak for a few weeks alrdy. feeling bit teeny weeny more confident. okay. not exactly but i rly rly studied alot alot. :( promos is one. another thing is my theory exam coming up. so after promos i cant slacken, gotta mug for theory. :( AND goodness. look at my after-promos timetable. its HORRIFYING. :( its worse than my usual one. 6 hours of solid pw lecture for several days. [how about u just shoot me in the head?] I HATE PW. did i mention it before? its so horrid horrid. :( waste my time!!!! X( -big sighs- im gonna go into desolation.
bleah. anyway. 080908 was a very pretty day! (: happy post 6 mths my love. hahaha (: anyway. wed is now go dale house day. (: hehehhh. but the thing is we always study -.-" okay nvrmind after promos we shall enjoy abit (: yay! wreck havoc @ ling's house. LOLS.
im upset! the little kid din come after all. :( i
insist to give flyers again darling. :( hmph! sighs. okay i dont really have the mood to blog cos i wanna go back to studying. and yay, i finally got an A for geog essay. (: but its hw, so well. its no biggie. :\ but the sound of
A A A A A A A is damn good. hah.
tomoro im gonna mug with darling, then sun mug at home. this better pay off or i'll be very very upset. :\ so here's my exam timetable.22sep: GP and Lit p4
23Sep: econs and geog [this is insanity.]
24sep: math and chinese
26sep: lit p1
seems very little but its enuff to drive all of us crazy. thankfully there's ppl to pull me thru, like daddy and mum, darling and dale. (: w/o them i dunno where i am. perhaps given up a long time ago and choosing another route.-shudders-
okay did i tell you days w/o bmt and training is like the ultimate, amazing days?? gosh. it jus makes me depressed to think of promos and wat comes after tt. see ah, promos. then shitty after promos events. then pw [YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS!]. and music theory. and chinese A's.
AND BMT. im so sad. :( hmph. im gonna whine for damn damn frigging long. :(
ive got a new favourite song! (: i know its old alrdy but i love it zomg. its "endless story" by yuna, from the show nana. zomg. im not into jap etc but the song made me cry. :( and you know my chinese textbook have such sad stories they made me cry too. :'( zomg. okay maybe its just me. :\
okay notice how random im getting hualalalalalallala.
off i go!1. GAP pullover in hotpink---- got it! (:
2. pretty white dress-----got it! :D
3. i seriously need a new pretty wallet that i like. :(
4. im gonna start losing weight for darling's bro's wedding, so that i can have the perfect figure to wear that sleek gown. (: <3
5. yay funfair yay! this year, it's gonna be different and special cos baby's coming with me. :D and darling you're gonna meet my entire family more or less alrdy! (:
-jinghui-
Labels: lalalallalalalallalalalalalallalalalalallalalalala. [mugging madness.]
okayrightzomgtwoweeksjustpassedlikethat?!
Sunday, September 07, 2008
with ♥ 4:49 PM
yes yes im totally like 0_o. two weeks jus passed like that?! zomg. PROMOS. okay lets see ahhhh. youth symposium was okay. very tiring though being usher is very very fun. (: and i got to go to the control room! its like buttons everywhere one :\ damn scared to even move. imagine i sneeze and the energy push the buttons...-shudders-
24082008 was loves, cos i got to eat @ one of my fav buffet!!! :D :D :D
plaza market cafe is the loves, with their yummy durian pudding. its more like pure durian with bit of milk. hahaha. its so damn frigging amazing i ate a few bowls and man, was i full. hahaha (:
yummy!okay. 2508-3108 was pretty mundane lor. same thing. just that wed went chang house to study. (: and 2908 i met up with chungs and bao! went out [plus deb of cos] and i realised how much i missed them. :( time is so brutal huh.
now i know why ppl dont wanna grow up. to think that i used to wanna grow up so darn badly. :\ everything is torn away from you. you take on more responsibility. you have to be independent. ppl expect you to behave ur age [whats wrong with liking STITCH AND STUFFED TOYS?! :( :( :( ]
i wanna stay a little girl now. :( okay sad things aside. teachers day din go back MF. the school close early cos teachers gg malaysia. walao. and well AJ concert was pretty cool i must say. relatively enjoyable. (: much better than last time tch day concert in mf. eh. i cant even rmb what did we do. lol. mmm. and 3108 went to eat dinner with thow and gang. thow's gg [gone] to sydney for attachment. ate billy bombers. (: yum.
[darling can we go eat it soon??? :D] their fish and chips' amazing. cos their tartar somehow very sweet and it makes me :D. hahahaha.
okay. this week is "holidays". yah, a damn bad pun. and a bad week too. my contacts broke. and i din know. so i wore for a whole day. for my piano performance smmore. :\ gosh i teared like mad can. surprisingly i still played without any glitches. hah. so there. got new pair alrdy. i was so afraid i'll go blind. :\ eeek.
touchwood!friday to sunday [today] was the loves. (: studied with love, and coached today. the toddler very cute. hahahah. and this dad came to enquire abt training for....HIS K2 SON! :D :D yay yay yay i hope he enroll also!
then i got two kids to take care of. hehehehe. so cute okay he shy shy also. i presumed he's called "jack", since his daddy called him "ahjack" and he,
being so shy, made a face and hid behind the machine. hahaha (: i think he jus see us do pushups and situps he freak out le. but he's so damn adorable :D
and now to my joy: my little toddler's all grown up :D hahaha. he can now serve well! and do 15 situps! and lob and net! he's only K2 okay. im so proud of him [and myself (:] hahhaha yay yay yay! kids smhow can light up my day no matter how down i feel. (:
and tomoro will be a very very pretty day. cos its me and darling's 6-months anniversary. (: yes its only six months but ive never felt so sure than ever. :D i love you sweetheart! <3 and no im not gonna launch into the mushy mood. cos its too private. hah. :D
and now im upset! because...1. GAP jacket got zip one also! light pink! and can button sleeves up! BUT i like pullover too :(2. i saw this nike jacket very cute reversible one!! black, but alot rainbow coloured parts :(3. Ted baker has this rly pretty wallet!!! :D but no photo compartment :(4. no more picnic basket :( :( :(5. my neopets acct frozne for no reason. :( sent email le hope they realise their mistake! :(photos right up!
-jinghui-
Labels: my hp seems to be bit cranky le. :(
